Physics was my chosen major.
While I maintained throughout my Jc2 life that I wanted to be an English major, the prospects of having an arts degree in Singapore wasn’t very attractive and I baulked at the idea. So, I made the sudden switch to study physics, a very weak subject of mine.
And I’m dying.
My backup plan to switch to statistics seem to be falling apart because that would mean two of my modules I’m taking this sem would be wasted.
I’m really dying.
Midterms are next week and the thick book you see above has been barely touched, since so far I’ve mostly been rushing assignments and sleeping. I don’t want all these to happen to me but it did and it’s too late to give up now. But actually, I’ve given up studying (hence the constant procrastination to revise even in the face of tests). I fear that this is just a huge waste of money, especially in wake of my current financial situation. And I fear that I’ve let down my dad once again.
I feel like crying.
